sorry about posting the elearning things only at 2355. not like i can help it that i'm a slow worker. i know the deadline is 12pm. but it was only until yesterday night then i realised that it is 12 noon. my internet yesterday was lagging badly so i couldn't do anything. it's my grades also so you think i really wanted to post it late?

but really. i am sorry. sincerely sorry. i hope u really accepted that apology i made. accepted meaning from the heart not just words. u said it's okay so it better be okay.

i remembered why i wanted to be a counselor/psychologist. it's because of all those people around me who seem to have multiple problems. i want to hear them out and give advice. but i'm not studying to be a psychologist though. n so i can't do anything professional to help them out. kinda hurts me coz the people around them are the ones who are more hurt most of the time...

how to describe me:

Jack of all trades (except sports ONLY!), master of none :D

2 weeks of year 3 has passed...

Year 3 is SUPER STRESS!

TA04 is...

... a quiet class. the DPA peeps, Nigel and Jasper's cliques, Benson's cliques, then plus me, weini and Andy. HAHA. no clique that is fixed ^^ i prefer to go with Alyssa and Weini tgt. Better than going with the DPA peeps. coz they like know the whole school liddat. better connections but very awkward. LOL. the first tutorial (AFA) already proved to me the class will be VERY VERY hardworking. the MA tutor says our class has quite good gpas. so what do you think =.= Bad huh.

I miss my clique!!! I miss the project chiongsters who force me to stay back at space to do projects! I miss the whole class! I miss the lunches where we take up 3 or 4 tables just for our class. I miss the noise! I miss the people! I miss year 2's lesser workload! :((

I MISS YOU PEEPS :( RACHELLE, LIHE, JASMINE, KUMAR, LUCIA. I miss you few the most D:

It'll be one full year before I get to see them. Well at most though. I want to cry already la!

I thought I will miss Rachelle and Lihe more. But they both are like too busy patuo-ing or to-be-patuo-ing. I miss Rachelle who goes to school with me almost every morning and all the crazy acts she do! I miss Lihe always being earlier than me and even all those problems she manages to get into! I miss Jasmine's impromptu song sessions, her chiongster-ness, and her sense! I miss Kumar's "wo bu hui jiang hua yu" and us always teasing his about his Praveen's Prata House! I haven't figured what I miss about Lucia yet though. But I'm thinking its all her swear words HAHAHA. not that she swears oftenly or excessively though. (Whenever I see 52 pass by, I'll be thinking about Lucia. ^^)

SERIOUSLY MISS THE TA28/TA27 FOREVER PEEPS. sorry for not being in the same sem as you all for the last semester in the whole of Ngee Ann. Without you all, all my grades would long have suffered. Our awesome team work and class spirit will be in my heart forever. ^^

reading Breaking Dawn...

.. and i'm laughing like crazy over the part where bella is lunging for Jacob's throat! SO FUNNY!

the parts about imprinting and the loch ness monster. HAHAHA

ok. very random :D

I think I need a motivation post! or a relieve stress post. whatever it's called.

it's not that i'm very stressed now. i'm just preparing for the future ^^

i predict the future to be more lonely. but lonely will mean that i have more time for me to concentrate on my studies. i want a this sem gpa of 3.9 for my last sem in NP!! i got gpa 3.875 for this semester (sem 4) ^^ i beat like A LOT of ppl with this i guess. i'm happy!!

IMMA GOING TO CHIONG MY LAST SEM IN NP!!!!

First, the reasons why i'll be stressed:

1) YEAR 3 WORKLOAD!! ZOMG

2) no ppl pei me :( i hope i join gene's clique. but that will depend on whether we're in the same class not

3) DIP PLUS!! AS USUAL.

4) the year 3 IS are like so hard!!

5) I'LL BE JOINING NDP!!!! :D wif my sis. so that means all my saturdays are booked by a NATIONAL event

6) i'm aiming for bronze for cca! 20 more points!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.

WOW it's like a lot. ouch. n here are some things i need to follow to organise my time:

1) FINISH all tutorials on the SAME day as lecture.

2) DO all projects timely. take effort to find out the information yourself!! u can't rely on jasmine liao :(

3) ABSOLUTELY NO COMPUTER UNTIL HOMEWORK IS DONE :( i hope i can do that...

4) sleep early everyday. YEAH I KNOW! but early = 12am ^^

5) on saturdays with NDP, u have to wake up earlier and do homework!!

6) minimise eating time. THIS IS LIKE THE HARDEST TO ACHIEVE.

7) reach home then do homework first!!

8) DEFINITELY NO MORE PROCRASTINATIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

my list is just getting longer. wadeva. =.=

n the main point; how to attempt to relieve stress...

1) MSNNNN :D but u must find willing parties who are going to do this wif u...

2) audi-ing 150bpm~ songs!! impossible but quite fun!

3) blasting music. ESP DANCE HITS ^^

4) MAD WOMAN DANCINGGGGGGGGGGG. songs like shy boy, that man opposed, breathe, b2st's beautiful, etc.

5) DALMATIAN, 2AM, B2ST, GNA, KIM SOO HYUN ^^

6) watch videos. BUT LIMIT YOURSELFFFFFFF!! oh my school, all my love, khuntoria, DALMATIANNNNN

oh well. good luck for my year 3!!! I HAVE AN AIM NOW!!! UNIVERSITYYYYYYYYYY~~~ must be in Singapore also!! :D

while playing audition, a guy's random question set me thinking. what kind of outdoor sports do u play?

i dont play tat many sports. i have hated catching from when i entered pri sch. i will rather stand at the side n watch. i always came in the last few for 1.6km. so its no surprise i failed 2.4 for at least 2 years.
i was the frisbee casualty in sec2, only person who failed 2.4 in sec3 n 4. badminton for snw in yr 1 was spent picking up shuttlecocks more than actual playing.

much as i dislike sports, there are a few which i do. swimming once in a damn long while (aka millions of years?), cycling when i go to any parks for wadeva family events, badminton only when i feel like it (which is like errr very seldomly?). so that pretty much summarises the kinda sports i do =.=

i'm still hopeless in sports. but i still like to have fun though :D i know i'm not a full indoor-ish person coz i still love camps and nightwalks! xP