Break

Last night...
Sis: "EH i break already you know?"
Me: "Really ah? I knew it wouldn't last long..."
Sis: "What you thinking! I say i study break!"
Me: *digs hole to bury myself*
Sis: *endless laughter*

People dun anyhow use break ah. It represents a lot of things =.=

2013 Resolutions

Well even though it's already the 6th of January , 6 days past the new year, this can still be called the new year resolutions since another year is not coming anytime too soon right. Hahaha. Okay so I will list out my resolutions and let's see how much of it will be fulfilled by year end ;)

1) Study consistently
2) Start exercising ><
3) Go out more often (ie with friends)
4) Talk more and truthfully (along the lines of socialise more)
5) Try to stop sleeping in lectures
6) Think about my future, life mottos, interests, passion, etc
7) Take more notice about my appearance (or maybe do something about it or change it)
8) Learn to let loose of myself
9) Sleep early =.=
10) Get a boyfriend

10 resolutions, or more like a wishlist for myself.
About studies, it's self explanatory.
About myself, i enjoy my alone time too much that i hardly know how to share it anymore. Hence the need to re-learn how to socialise again. I do find silence comfortable most of the time :x But i know that what i find comfy doesn't mean others find it comfy too...
About the last point, guys take the first step please! Hahahahaha. Till this age idk how does this thing work... And about how my friends and family try to matchmake me, i really appreciate it though i still think it's quite laughable hehe. Heng the matchmaking haven't involve meetups if not i will die many times over HAHAHA. What I always say don't mean what I think with regards to boys... That's why i need to work on talking truthfully, but my mind is still obsessed about whatever nonchalent image that i am trying to uphold.

Maybe someone should try and get me drunk till i'm spewing nonsense HAHAHAHA. I'm curious as to what I will say too LOL.

I am a boring person

Enough said.

Because I laugh too loud?!

WTH so my parents are telling me not to watch videos or shows just because i laugh too loud? What in the world is this... Seriously what's wrong with laughing loudly man! I doubt i'm disrupting any neighbours. I'm just disturbing my parents from watching their own show =.=

I know it's not a very girly thing to do but who cares. I'm at home and i have the right to laugh all I want. Don't they understand that laughter is a form of release. N i hardly laugh outside! 😡😡

Just because i'm studying in the living room and using the desktop and watching tv, doesn't mean i'm not studying. I know my limits and i know when i need to do what i need to do. They should instead be more concerned about what my sister is doing man. Just because she hides in the room away from TV, doesn't mean she's studying. Her earphones are plugged into her laptop and she's watching videos and fb-ing and MSN-ing...

I have nothing to hide while she has loads of stuff to hide! Damn. They should start diverting their attention away from me and start opening their eyes to what my sis is doing.

I kind of can't wait till I move to my sengkang house, where i get my own room where i can hide in there all i want. Coz now i've got to share and there just ain't any space for me.

Memories

Suddenly thought of the time where a few of us hid inside the toilet to cry during Guides in Sec3. One of the kind seniors told us off during drill. N peck hui later went into the toilet to cry. I sensed something wrong, so when drill started, i asked for permission to look for her. N she was there, sitting there n crying with another senior (i think chanel) beside her.

I don't really remember what happened in the toilet, but i soon started crying after trying to comfort her. And later on, cai er n isabelle came in n we all were there crying. I think other seniors (Romaine i think) also came in later and started crying with us.

Okay cry here cry there, but i only vaguely remember that it was because of the pressure that our sec4 seniors put on us. Just coz we were stepping up the following year and we were not good enough. That should be the reasons for the harsh words. But no hatred was developed after this incident coz things were all ironed out later.

I really miss the Guides days. Now there's no more camps for me to go too because i dunno the juniors anymore. CCA was tough, but it was fun too. I remember how we did push-ups on the road, the camps and the nightwalks, the drill sessions and PT sessions. And of course the unforgettable seniors and juniors i have met :')

I bet we all turned awkward because we hardly contact each other anymore. We're getting so busy with life nowadays... Facebook ain't helping me to get closer anyways. It just updates me on what's going on in their lives. More like parallel lines than intersecting lines. But damn we ain't going to organise any meetups soon either. Same way as how 4A used to have gazillions of outings the year after we graduated n then slowly dwindled to nothing 2 years on. That's life.

I'm still envious of people who really form the kind of lasting relationships with a whole bunch of ppl. For me, its just a smattering of individual good friends (who sometimes know each other), and which totals to a digit countable on my fingers :') yeah something's definitely wrong with me i guess.

Dalmatian Officially Missing You

Yeah this is the ❤❤❤ because it's Dalmatian 😍😍 poor Dalmatian they're underrated in Korea... But they're still 👍👍
My favourite version of Officially Missing You 😁

Geeks officially missing you

Nice song!!! But it's coz i like Officially Missing You a lot. Ever since Dalmatian sang it when they debuted 😍
N there's Block B's zico n P.O inside 😁