Thursday, February 28, 2013

Lonely girl is lonely

Soooo today my sister went out wearing a nice dress. At first i was thinking "hmm is she going for an image change?" or "she's going for a date and she's going to eat at somewhere special"... Then bam i realised that today is her first anniversary with Grayson =.= THAT EXPLAINS.

So the forever alone girl is having jealousy spasms, but doesn't know who she can rant to. And here i am on my bloggie, hoping that this will make me feel better. Gotta stop being the jealous forever alone girl and continue being the nerdy hardworking girl. HAIS.

Stupid prelims. Stupid exams

From forever alone me.

WAEEEEEE

sad life is sad...

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Pool Guys

"Your sister seems to like guys who play pool"

Oh so true. HAHAHAHA. As said by KK. And i do agree. There's another witness CK to this statement, and she can even add names to it.

I'm too random. Effects of not wanting to study hais πŸ˜ͺ

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Dmtn showcase

I really really really want to go DMTN's Singapore showcase in april... I don't have sch on that day either. I dunno why i want to go so badly too... Maybe coz I feel bad i didn't support them as much. But i'm still a Dalmate! Moreover, the Cat 2 and Cat 3 tickets are on discount....... It's really a lot more reasonable like that! HAIS. HAIS. HAIS.

HOWWWWWW should i or should i not!! I dreamt about Daniel leh! LOLOLOL.


Why am i becoming a crazy fangirl at this age...

Monday, February 4, 2013

Break

Last night...
Sis: "EH i break already you know?"
Me: "Really ah? I knew it wouldn't last long..."
Sis: "What you thinking! I say i study break!"
Me: *digs hole to bury myself*
Sis: *endless laughter*

People dun anyhow use break ah. It represents a lot of things =.=

Sunday, January 6, 2013

2013 Resolutions

Well even though it's already the 6th of January , 6 days past the new year, this can still be called the new year resolutions since another year is not coming anytime too soon right. Hahaha. Okay so I will list out my resolutions and let's see how much of it will be fulfilled by year end ;)

1) Study consistently
2) Start exercising ><
3) Go out more often (ie with friends)
4) Talk more and truthfully (along the lines of socialise more)
5) Try to stop sleeping in lectures
6) Think about my future, life mottos, interests, passion, etc
7) Take more notice about my appearance (or maybe do something about it or change it)
8) Learn to let loose of myself
9) Sleep early =.=
10) Get a boyfriend

10 resolutions, or more like a wishlist for myself.
About studies, it's self explanatory.
About myself, i enjoy my alone time too much that i hardly know how to share it anymore. Hence the need to re-learn how to socialise again. I do find silence comfortable most of the time :x But i know that what i find comfy doesn't mean others find it comfy too...
About the last point, guys take the first step please! Hahahahaha. Till this age idk how does this thing work... And about how my friends and family try to matchmake me, i really appreciate it though i still think it's quite laughable hehe. Heng the matchmaking haven't involve meetups if not i will die many times over HAHAHA. What I always say don't mean what I think with regards to boys... That's why i need to work on talking truthfully, but my mind is still obsessed about whatever nonchalent image that i am trying to uphold.

Maybe someone should try and get me drunk till i'm spewing nonsense HAHAHAHA. I'm curious as to what I will say too LOL.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Because I laugh too loud?!

WTH so my parents are telling me not to watch videos or shows just because i laugh too loud? What in the world is this... Seriously what's wrong with laughing loudly man! I doubt i'm disrupting any neighbours. I'm just disturbing my parents from watching their own show =.=

I know it's not a very girly thing to do but who cares. I'm at home and i have the right to laugh all I want. Don't they understand that laughter is a form of release. N i hardly laugh outside! 😑😑

Just because i'm studying in the living room and using the desktop and watching tv, doesn't mean i'm not studying. I know my limits and i know when i need to do what i need to do. They should instead be more concerned about what my sister is doing man. Just because she hides in the room away from TV, doesn't mean she's studying. Her earphones are plugged into her laptop and she's watching videos and fb-ing and MSN-ing...

I have nothing to hide while she has loads of stuff to hide! Damn. They should start diverting their attention away from me and start opening their eyes to what my sis is doing.

I kind of can't wait till I move to my sengkang house, where i get my own room where i can hide in there all i want. Coz now i've got to share and there just ain't any space for me.