Best dream ever

Why am i blogging so much these 2 days? Hehehe. But at least this time shall be a good thing bout me ^^

I dreamt about me on my first date at a tzi char stall. Well i woke up very happy after that ^^ but if only it was true...

Anyways, the dream was quite realistic hahaha. I was being so shy throughout the whole dream LOL. N before he even told me to be his gf we got interrupted by another friend. HAHAHA.

If dreams were representative of my thoughts during daytime, this pretty much explains what nonsense i usually think about. At least the male lead in the dream is someone real and not an idol.

And this makes me feel like making the first move even though i still wouldn't dare to. Dilemmas forever...

Smart sis

Continuation from what i posted just now...

Smart sis went out in nice dress, came back in tshirt and shorts. Fully prepared huh. 1 year liao still dun want let parents know. Humph. Baddddd. This kind of secret relationship is baddddddd!

Maybe i should make it a habit to stalk my sis regularly. But nvm at least i have my ally aka cheryl kam. She will retweet or reply certain tweets my sis have with grayson ah. N since his account locked i cant be too stalkerish and stalk him. I shall stalk my sis! Heh heh heh *evil laugh*

Butttttttt i haven't ranted enough... I'm like locked at home coz i need to study for exams, and i'm like sooooo deprived of going out. Moreover noone asks me to go out ㅠ.ㅠ I need my good food! RAWRRRR! Poor me with no friends ><

Drifting apart, further and further away... I really miss my friends, though i don't have many to start with... And those who used to be the closest proximity is now miles apart overseas! WAAAAAA

WHY WHY WHY CAN'T I TALK TO MOST OF THEM PROPERLY... I need to kick the habit of receiving and not giving 😢

Lonely girl is lonely

Soooo today my sister went out wearing a nice dress. At first i was thinking "hmm is she going for an image change?" or "she's going for a date and she's going to eat at somewhere special"... Then bam i realised that today is her first anniversary with Grayson =.= THAT EXPLAINS.

So the forever alone girl is having jealousy spasms, but doesn't know who she can rant to. And here i am on my bloggie, hoping that this will make me feel better. Gotta stop being the jealous forever alone girl and continue being the nerdy hardworking girl. HAIS.

Stupid prelims. Stupid exams

From forever alone me.

WAEEEEEE

sad life is sad...

Pool Guys

"Your sister seems to like guys who play pool"

Oh so true. HAHAHAHA. As said by KK. And i do agree. There's another witness CK to this statement, and she can even add names to it.

I'm too random. Effects of not wanting to study hais 😪

Dmtn showcase

I really really really want to go DMTN's Singapore showcase in april... I don't have sch on that day either. I dunno why i want to go so badly too... Maybe coz I feel bad i didn't support them as much. But i'm still a Dalmate! Moreover, the Cat 2 and Cat 3 tickets are on discount....... It's really a lot more reasonable like that! HAIS. HAIS. HAIS.

HOWWWWWW should i or should i not!! I dreamt about Daniel leh! LOLOLOL.


Why am i becoming a crazy fangirl at this age...

Break

Last night...
Sis: "EH i break already you know?"
Me: "Really ah? I knew it wouldn't last long..."
Sis: "What you thinking! I say i study break!"
Me: *digs hole to bury myself*
Sis: *endless laughter*

People dun anyhow use break ah. It represents a lot of things =.=

2013 Resolutions

Well even though it's already the 6th of January , 6 days past the new year, this can still be called the new year resolutions since another year is not coming anytime too soon right. Hahaha. Okay so I will list out my resolutions and let's see how much of it will be fulfilled by year end ;)

1) Study consistently
2) Start exercising ><
3) Go out more often (ie with friends)
4) Talk more and truthfully (along the lines of socialise more)
5) Try to stop sleeping in lectures
6) Think about my future, life mottos, interests, passion, etc
7) Take more notice about my appearance (or maybe do something about it or change it)
8) Learn to let loose of myself
9) Sleep early =.=
10) Get a boyfriend

10 resolutions, or more like a wishlist for myself.
About studies, it's self explanatory.
About myself, i enjoy my alone time too much that i hardly know how to share it anymore. Hence the need to re-learn how to socialise again. I do find silence comfortable most of the time :x But i know that what i find comfy doesn't mean others find it comfy too...
About the last point, guys take the first step please! Hahahahaha. Till this age idk how does this thing work... And about how my friends and family try to matchmake me, i really appreciate it though i still think it's quite laughable hehe. Heng the matchmaking haven't involve meetups if not i will die many times over HAHAHA. What I always say don't mean what I think with regards to boys... That's why i need to work on talking truthfully, but my mind is still obsessed about whatever nonchalent image that i am trying to uphold.

Maybe someone should try and get me drunk till i'm spewing nonsense HAHAHAHA. I'm curious as to what I will say too LOL.