A Dream

So I dreamt a wonderful dream this morning. It was about these 2 random but super gentlemanly guys 😍 

Ok both of them aren't the most handsome or the most perfect, but in thos dream they were so gentlemanly that i'm totally in awe. N i didn't recognise their faces so its not someone i know... I only vaguely remember 1 of them has a pimply face while the other, better looking but i really dun rmb the face :x

The dream started off with me taking a different route on the way home from school. I happened to need to take an elevator to another bus stop. So these 2 guys were standing behind me in the crowded lift and they told me that they are going to open my backpack to return some things they owed me. I said ok and they started stuffing idk what stuff in, I couldn't turn back coz the lift was too crowded. N they both talked quite loudly and also talked to some other people in the lift that they knew. I was getting a little bit pissed coz how can random strangers stuff things into my bag?! 

After alighting the lift then they told me where did we meet before. I was like hmmm i think i rmb them being in this same lift when i went there after some camp. I then opened my bag and saw what they put in. It was some colourful toy i can't really rmb what it was. I was thinking that i lent them some tissue n they were nice enough to remember to return it after ages. (Not too sure coz its just my analogy) 

We 3 chatted a lot about random things and 1 of the guys was so funny making lots of jokes. Then we reached a long flight of stairs leading down to the bus stop and they said they will go first. So i slowly took the stairs, tripping here n there, being the typical accident prone me. They finally came up to where i was after seeing me trip so many times and asked me if i needed help. The pimply guy offered to piggyback me n so i climbed on with the help of his friend. At the bus stop, the 2 of them continued making jokes while waiting for the bus, and 1 guy pointed out that the side of the kerb will remind me of him, coz its his initial. I think i heard that he had an initial J. 

And then i woke up 😒 Sigh i never knew their name n i can't really rmb their face either... Who knows both of them might be my future bfs 😝

N i think i did dream of them a long time ago... At the same lift. The lift that is not the blk where i study at. N don't the long flight of stairs resemble that of ntu... Hmmmmmmm. 

Maybe my true love is from another course and is studying at ntu now 😂 if this dream was really a sign... 

Let it go

"Let it go, let it go,
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go,
Turn my back and slam the door
Here i am, and here i'll stay
Let it go, let it go,
The cold never bothered me anyway!"

Best song ever of the year by Disney Animations. Totally addicted to this and the various editions in different languages are just as nice.

I guess many people are able to relate to this song thats why. It is important to let go of all the bad feelings, "to test the limits and breakthrough." Let go of any miserable past, and live a new life. Miserable pasts include bad relationships with people in general. (This is to my friends who have had an unhappy past and are still brooding over it)

"No right no wrong, no rules for me, i'm free~" Be free from the expectations of others. After all, the life is yours and you should be living it yourself, in the best way possible. But of course, never bring yourself down and break all the rules that can get you into trouble.

I think one important thing to let go is the impressions that you think that others have of you. You can't stop what others think, but definitely you must stop all the negative impressions you have of yourself. It's the very thing that can bring you down, the same way as how positive impressions bring you up.

And a note to myself: let go of your expectations. Stop creating those useless scenarios in your head, and start communicating properly. Don't let such things cloud your mind. Talk boldly, laugh loudly, live happily. Express your emotions, and let go of what people think of you. Smile and move on! Stop caring so much! It's time to be a little more reckless.

Music

I don't listen to the original version but i still like this cover. An unpopular kpop group N-Train that has now seemed to vanish off the entertainment industry. Their debut song was the best but all other followup tracks were too auto-tuned and just mehhhhh. Oh did i say I have always liked groups that don't exactly conform to the norm? 😁



Hybrefine "Starlight love"
Totally love this melody. Found out this song long ago but today suddenly felt like listening to it again. The one with lyrics sung by Sanchez is not as nice as this~ Simplicity is key, and this song has a really simple but addictive melody.

Bagua me is back

Bagua me is back again, this time with sad news. Seems like Fiona and Andy  broke up recently 😱 such a long time couple of 4 years... What's even more sad was that during Fiona's 21st recently in December they looked so lovey dovey. Just recently before i went korea i saw andy chai in sch waiting for fiona. N now its 2014 n their fb profile pics no longer have each other... I only knew coz Andy posted some emo stuff about losing his temper and all... 

Wah they were one of the closest couples sia! So sad for them. 

This is just a speculation based on my social media research. If only i was as good as this at my schoolwork...

Seriously i need to do sth about my name on this blog or i will be searched on google... Time to lock everything especially when i am applying for work! 

On a side note, i wonder if i can find any of those guys i met at the job fair briefing on fb... 😏 hehe 1 of them really my perfect ideal type in terms of looks! But then again we hardly talk so lalala. The other guy who said interesting pen that guy is ideal type for character wise HAHAHA. Hua chi seriously 0.0 when i can hardly remember anyone's (especially guys) faces at all zzz... Do i really need to resort to infatuation then i can remember faces better?