Block B concert

OMG *HEART EYES* 😍😍😍

Favourite favourite Block B. The intro is already totally smashing 😍😍 

Going crazy only half hour into this concert DVD. Wanna watch more but I really need to study. Hais... 

Life is hard

http://www.artparasites.com/a-letter-to-all-the-friends-that-i-have-pushed-away-in-my-life/

Me, building walls and pushing people away. I tend to leave a lot of suspense, because most of my friends would only have a peek through the wall, or perhaps just with the help through a small ladder. 

Me, needing all my peace and quiet and alone time, after lots of interaction with people. 

And me, sorry but not sorry

Agents

Yet another friend turned insurance agent. Sorry but not sorry, its the point of time to break friends. HAHAHA. I'm doing it as subtlely as possible though. After all you had been such a good ex-colleague, who gave me a very temporary job during my uni life, and for being such a good mentor (and yes i thank you for giving me that 90% grade for my final internship evaluation). Without you perhaps I won't be at where I am (oh but without many of the people in my life I won't be where I am). So yeah. But considering all this, I am still not going to meet you to do insurance planning. 

My fear of them agents goes a long way back (not that long but when I was 18?).  Over all these years, and many similar experiences later, I have grown much wiser and cautious. At least I know what I want now, and I am definitely not the kind who lusts after wealth. I don't look towards major riches, nor do I wish for an extravagant lifestyle. My life wants and needs are actually real simple, because I don't have a particular interest to anything. Life's simple pleasures can be free or cheap right? ;) 

So when he said that "I see the way You are living a luxury lifestyle", I JITAO LAUGH. Friggin funny. So I told him I don't have a luxury lifestyle, and he told me he saw it from my facebook. And I'm like WTF and asking SY how is my life luxurious at all. Someone enlighten me about this rich life which I am living unconsciously. I would love to have these riches that "exist". 

And then SY was saying maybe the wakeboarding looked luxurious. LOL. Erm it's company subsidised, not a private yacht, and the last I checked, I was not holding an expensive drink or enjoying the sea breeze in my branded dress. Like HELLO? 

Joke of the morning. I am so glad that them friends turned insurance agents are just acquaintances, and not some really  close friend. And then again, I tend to keep some form of distance between friends who I know I will be seeing a lot, vs friends who I don't think I will see them a lot (or again for that matter). 

P.S: I love my interns :) The best source of joy and laughter; those carefree days where your biggest worry will be the  grad trip destination, or even simply their next meal of the day. Interns always teach me a lot of fun, making nonsense jokes, and ensuring my sanity. 

P.P.S: I don't understand how come interns love to squeeze beside me when there are loads of empty tables everywhere -_-# Hello if you haven't noticed, my table is the cosiest being about 1m wide, and there is still that occasional butt coming to squeeze in beside me... Just to disturb me. It's no wonder why I have to OT...

Life's random Lessons

Today was the first lesson for FR and I spent the whole day with Casper. Omg he really is gay. Until now I'm still amazed at how open he is about cute guys. And how he needs a man. Awwww. Too cool! 

Takes a lot of courage to be gay and be so open about it in sg. Really major salutes! And what's more he really is smart :O First class NTU and from RJ... Sometimes life just gives certain people an unfair advantage. But u win some and u lose some. So all in all still a fair game? 

He really broke all the stereotypes of smart people and gay people. Seriously WOW. But I do realise how people can never be satisfied with their own lives. There's always something to work on, something to look up to, something to be envious about... 

Life will never be perfect. Just suck thumb and live with it right? Easier said than done. Possibly the reason why he is like that now, maybe because he wants to be like the popular guys, and also to make the popular guys be attracted to him. (I am referring to how he really takes care of his image) This is just my inference and it may not be totally true. 

Right now I am so happy just being me. The slow-poke. The over-achiever. The quiet. The unsociable. Bad points but in totally good ways ;)

I really love how making new friends can let me see the world, teach me so much more, making me learn and grow. Courage and acceptance; it's what I learnt from Casper today. 

我的少女时代

Movie was damn goood! :') 

Sob sob

有情人终成眷属

Lovelines and definitely is for all the girls :)  But sadly i'm not that brave and reckless to do all sorts of things which 林真心 did. Thats why my school life was soooo MEH.