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I rarely talk?! And I say beautiful things?! Awww

I say the most bullshit and nonsense one can ever imagine. The most irrelevant shit ever HAHAHAHA. And if words that came out of my mouth was ever beautiful, then I wouldn't have chased away so many of my friends rite! Oops. 

Maybe this is referring to my best words of advice. I LOVE LISTENING TO RANTS! Feels damn good if I can make anyone feel better or at least share some of their burdens. Ahmad jiayou ahhh dont feel so bad ahout your secondment place already! 

The workday nearest to Xmas!!

Going on holiday in like 6 hours time!! And I had such a fruitful day at work today! I mean the atmosphere today is so relaxed and fun going and I talked to so many people today. HAHAHA. 

Y'know when I am in a good mood I am an extreme chatterbox! Updating everyone about life. And eavesdropping! And making a fuss out of nothing HAHAHA. 

Really a hapz day today. So Ahmad just got seconded to an Epic client's place, have to go learn everything from HJ in a short span of time. And do the closing in end Jan. Like really HOSEH. It's at least a senior's job or someone high level, and its all going to be done by an INTERN. The life of our interns are seriously DAMN EXCITINGZ. And all these happened in the span of the morning. Too many last minute changes seriously. 

Lunchtime with Gloria was major life updating stories. Like we haven't seen each other in AGES. Soooo many things to update. And holiday mood too! And crashing 4 fingers lunch party too. (Round 2 lunch. Welcome fats. ) 

Then afternoon was spent complaining about life, trying to rush my work before i go on leave, then enjoying life with le log cake. And le fats.

Ohwell today is a damn good day i'm like EXCITEBALLZ everywhere. OC here OC there. Kajiao here, kajiao there. FUN MUCH. Really like to run around like some maniac HAHAHA. 

And Gen gave us 3 a flower each!! Look at the pretty pink flower <3 Le human is not pretty though. Oops. 

YESHH and there's appreciation night today. Free food and drinks at clubhouse. Epic gossip session, digging out ALL the gossip from the top of the department too. And random gossip on miscellaneous auditors. And the single for life status of the team. Juicy much. Apparently, I thought my 23 years of singlehood is extreme enough. Meanwhile a 21 years of singlehood was complaining about life and the girl he liked and failed, and the 30 years of singlehood person chup in to say dont try to compare. SO MUCH LAUGHS. 

And I can't exactly tell everyone that the 30 years is not really straight... Ohwell. This is too much gossip. WHICH CAN RUIN REPUTATIONS HAHAHAHA. 

Its fine whatever stays spoken will remain un-scribed. 

BCO and singlehood has quite a steep correlation... Not a good sign. Not a good sign at all HAHAHA

Appreciation

It always feels good to be appreciated. Thank you to Casper and Gabriel who had made it known to me, that whatever little help I gave them had not went unnoticed. Just some words of encouragement to them not to give up on SQP FR, telling them to study, choping tables when i reach early; I never knew these small actions have left such a big impact.

Although many friends I know who are taking SQP FR went into the exam hall with a mindset to fail,  but it's over and I hope your worrying had been unnecessary! If I pass (I hope all of you will pass too), I will gladly share all my notes~ Ask and you will receive!

I am glad I made a difference. With this renewed energy, I am definitely going to help more people in whatever ways I can!

Always good to see familiar faces, although half of them hardly knows of my existence HAHAHAHA.

PS Somehow I think guys tend not to take things for granted. Most of the heartfelt words of appreciation actually came from them.

PPS Me being me, I have a feeling that I won't get to see a lot of them without a reason (studying). Sooooo back to being acquaintances. I think I'm a friend collector, I tend to have a huge variety of friends from all different sorts of background, but those whom I am close to is near what I can count on a hand...

Random side note: Say NO to discrimination! I swear the people who do well come from diverse backgrounds, and wherever they came from, somehow we all end up back at the same place doing the same things... ITE or RI, we will all come to that same point in life and everyone are still humans at the end of the day.

Me against myself

I know I'm not having a crush on anyone. But my heart and brain wants to be in a relationship so damn much. So it still goes into overdrive and thinking too much and far, and adding some spiciness in too (result of watching too much drama). Not good. Not good at all. 

Yes my brain just can't stop matching me with ANY guys. Seriously I can't stand my brain at all. This is taking too much of a toll on me. But it also makes me more mindful of my own actions. Sooo is being mindful good? Nahhh not much of a silver lining there. Coz when I'm mindful, one minute I am chionging straight ahead, and suddenly when it clicks that perhaps I shouldn't be doing this, then I go waaaaay into retract mode then the awkwardness will come. And I will not know what to do or say. 

Dear brain, 

WHY OH WHY is that 男女授受不亲 phrase forever stuck inside! If this carries on I will NEVER get a boyfriend =.= 

Why brain, WHY ARE YOU SO CONFLICTING?

Signing off,

Little Miss lonely :(

PS I am thankful for my pillow, for providing me with comfort and neverdying love, allowing me to have  something to hug and kiss, through all those depressing nights. Loves my chou-chou~ 

Secondment

My 2 interns are going to be seconded out from Jan onwards... All the way until the end of their extension. T_T 

DAMN SAD *sobs sobs*

I will miss them :( Coz that's 5 months of not seeing them. 

It has been a good 4 months+ spent with them, and they have been so nice and fun. 

And when they are gone who is gonna help me to do the scanning... And the data entry work... And helping me to check Melaka's staff work... HAISH

I think I miss the humans more than the work the work they have been doing so far rightttt... HAHA. 

Can't wait for the christmas dinner later and hear all the storiess!

Fat life

I'm sorry to my 2 interns, but I can start to see the weight gain there already... In just 3 months... #fatlifechoseus #eatandeatonly #outtacontrol #notagoodsign #allthegoodfood #allthefreefood #happytummies #beforeandafter