Its officially the holidays, and i am not doing anything other than rotting at home. Pretty much explains my daily routine too.
I wake up after 12 (envious rite!), rummage for whatever food i can find (or just dabao), sit in front of the com n watch video, then start playing maple at around 3+. Then prepare dinner, watch tv, n cont playing maple until 3 or 4 am. Freaking bad lifestyle and screwed up body clock. Bad for my eyes and my neck n shoulders too.
I seriously have no life. Friends i want to meet are overseas/busy n obviously i dun feel like finding a job at all. Oh well maybe i should just find some temp job... To prevent being nagged at. HAIS. How can i be such a slacking anti social?
GAH i really need to go out. For the sake of my future LOLOLOLOLOL
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Sunday, July 22, 2012
girls vs boys
Ushered a boys school today for NDP. And it made me think about the differences between boys sch n girls sch.
So when i ushered the girls last year, they were more clingy and kept asking me questions all throughout the whole bus journey. The boys i ushered this year played amongst themselves on the mrt ride, preoccupying themselves with diff ways to use the things in the funpack, n of course none of them initiated a convo with me.
Such interesting differences for p5 kids huh. Hahaha. The characteristics of boys and girls are already so imminent at the age of 11. But i really preferred hanging out with the boys even though i spent most of my time stoning, than hanging out with the girls coz i have to keep thinking up of answers to their endless questions.
Ok i'm weird. But i'm still awesome! ^^ Ok that was random.
Oh well i enjoyed myself today. And lotsa self reflection for this learning journey~
And hi to cai er who landed in switzerland today. So shiok rite!!!! Poor me stuck in this lil island while i watch my friends all going to different parts of the world to study. HAIS.
So when i ushered the girls last year, they were more clingy and kept asking me questions all throughout the whole bus journey. The boys i ushered this year played amongst themselves on the mrt ride, preoccupying themselves with diff ways to use the things in the funpack, n of course none of them initiated a convo with me.
Such interesting differences for p5 kids huh. Hahaha. The characteristics of boys and girls are already so imminent at the age of 11. But i really preferred hanging out with the boys even though i spent most of my time stoning, than hanging out with the girls coz i have to keep thinking up of answers to their endless questions.
Ok i'm weird. But i'm still awesome! ^^ Ok that was random.
Oh well i enjoyed myself today. And lotsa self reflection for this learning journey~
And hi to cai er who landed in switzerland today. So shiok rite!!!! Poor me stuck in this lil island while i watch my friends all going to different parts of the world to study. HAIS.
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
I think my sister is attached!
Well I do think my sister is attached. Either that or the guy likes her ^^ Whatever it is. I saw some (NO i don't invade her privacy) whatsapp from grayson while i was using her phone~ so i think the guy is GRAYSON. Not grayson chance whatever teenager idol he is. Oh one of the whatsapp is "how is my baby doing?". Sounds sweet rite! But then thinking about it baby can just refer to his favourite object too... And my sister's phone n msn is always jam packed with his messages uh (wiggles eyebrow). ~_~
I'm not jealous i'm happy! HAHAHA. I'm weird. Whatever is with younger siblings getting a bf first. Just hope that the older one doesn't get left on the shelf only. First xiang ying got a bf way before cai er even had one. And for that matter, do u think cai er is attached???? I'll kill her if she didn't tell me.
I for one definitely is still single, available & very free~ and i don't have many guy friends who i routinely hang out with (or u can just say I have none; unless u decide to count my dad as a guy whom i always hang out with), nor do i have MANY attached girl friends. So whatever~ i won't ever be the only forever alone. I know many many more forever alones and so we are together alone! Totally loving this tagline from 9gag.
HELLYEAH TOGETHER ALONE! So sadistic sia...
oh sidenote: my life is full of geminis~ so do i always need to see two-faced bitches? HAHA. Maybe there's somehow always this magnet that attracts me to befriending geminis and all the two faces...
But does gemini really have 2 faces????? XP
I'm not jealous i'm happy! HAHAHA. I'm weird. Whatever is with younger siblings getting a bf first. Just hope that the older one doesn't get left on the shelf only. First xiang ying got a bf way before cai er even had one. And for that matter, do u think cai er is attached???? I'll kill her if she didn't tell me.
I for one definitely is still single, available & very free~ and i don't have many guy friends who i routinely hang out with (or u can just say I have none; unless u decide to count my dad as a guy whom i always hang out with), nor do i have MANY attached girl friends. So whatever~ i won't ever be the only forever alone. I know many many more forever alones and so we are together alone! Totally loving this tagline from 9gag.
HELLYEAH TOGETHER ALONE! So sadistic sia...
oh sidenote: my life is full of geminis~ so do i always need to see two-faced bitches? HAHA. Maybe there's somehow always this magnet that attracts me to befriending geminis and all the two faces...
But does gemini really have 2 faces????? XP
Sunday, May 27, 2012
Graduation Blues
CONGRATS ALL OF US WE HAVE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM NGEE ANN!
The grad ceremony n grad nite has whizzed passed oh so quickly already. Really, there were so many bittersweet memories that we have encountered in our 3 years of poly life.
I will always remember the me in Year 1, as usual feeling unknown to my surroudings, but with luck being together with people i know in the camps and in my classes. But usually, the first years in schools often consists of people who slowly drift apart, n more closer friendships are forged with others. Even until the point where a clique of your own was formed, the opportunities to continue befriending everyone else still continues.
As we sat down at Harry's at Holland V last night after the Grad Nite, i realised that most of these people there did not exactly start with me from Year 1 Sem 1. In fact, i only knew them better because they are the friends of my friends, who kinda drifted apart from them n somehow we all ended together here. We may not have enjoyed many clique outings together, but i certainly look forward to the ones which will be planned. (aka sabo-ing me to be the planner)
Nothing bad happened at grad ceremony (other than the embarrassing fact that i looked grouchy in the video coz i didn't smile after taking my "cert"), and it was all fun and joy, taking photos together with close friends and just friends~ even cai er came down to NP to celebrate my graduation. Sorry that i neglected her because i was still busy taking photos with whoever was left in the CC. Dinner together with cai er and my family at MOF after that. Really my bestest friend of 13 years and counting <3
Ytd was the Grad Nite 2012, held at Alumni Clubhouse. I guess the place wasn't that much of an issue for me, but the food was really terrible n the drinks were too. But thank you the organisers for all the fun games, awesome performances and awkward emcee speeches~
And definitely a big thank you to the lecturers and tutors who have taught us. Even though some of your teaching methods may not be approved by all, but we still know in our hearts your passion for teaching and your care and concern for us students~ Even though you may not remember the less significant us, n even though i can't remember your names nor which modules u have taught us, but still thank you <3
And then to all my friends out there, thank you all of you! As i told Rachelle, I may not remember all those nicknames u have "bestowed" upon me, but i will definitely respond to it. You have been part of my blissful 3 years in NP, my beloved project group members and study buddie (slacktime/playime buddies too). I believe 10 years down the road, you will really become what you want to be.
For now, we have to part ways (sadly enough). Guys gotta do their mandatory NS (there goes all my guy friends) n girls gotta continue their studies or work, albeit overseas or in local unis or local private unis (bye my good friends all going to different places from me 😢😭). It's gonna be me, alone with myself, and looking forward to the new peeps i gonna meet in future!
I won't forget all of you! We will stay in touch and meet up soon~ As usual, the future may be uncertain but as long as there's a will, there will be a way!~
Miss you all peeps from NP!
The grad ceremony n grad nite has whizzed passed oh so quickly already. Really, there were so many bittersweet memories that we have encountered in our 3 years of poly life.
I will always remember the me in Year 1, as usual feeling unknown to my surroudings, but with luck being together with people i know in the camps and in my classes. But usually, the first years in schools often consists of people who slowly drift apart, n more closer friendships are forged with others. Even until the point where a clique of your own was formed, the opportunities to continue befriending everyone else still continues.
As we sat down at Harry's at Holland V last night after the Grad Nite, i realised that most of these people there did not exactly start with me from Year 1 Sem 1. In fact, i only knew them better because they are the friends of my friends, who kinda drifted apart from them n somehow we all ended together here. We may not have enjoyed many clique outings together, but i certainly look forward to the ones which will be planned. (aka sabo-ing me to be the planner)
Nothing bad happened at grad ceremony (other than the embarrassing fact that i looked grouchy in the video coz i didn't smile after taking my "cert"), and it was all fun and joy, taking photos together with close friends and just friends~ even cai er came down to NP to celebrate my graduation. Sorry that i neglected her because i was still busy taking photos with whoever was left in the CC. Dinner together with cai er and my family at MOF after that. Really my bestest friend of 13 years and counting <3
Ytd was the Grad Nite 2012, held at Alumni Clubhouse. I guess the place wasn't that much of an issue for me, but the food was really terrible n the drinks were too. But thank you the organisers for all the fun games, awesome performances and awkward emcee speeches~
And definitely a big thank you to the lecturers and tutors who have taught us. Even though some of your teaching methods may not be approved by all, but we still know in our hearts your passion for teaching and your care and concern for us students~ Even though you may not remember the less significant us, n even though i can't remember your names nor which modules u have taught us, but still thank you <3
And then to all my friends out there, thank you all of you! As i told Rachelle, I may not remember all those nicknames u have "bestowed" upon me, but i will definitely respond to it. You have been part of my blissful 3 years in NP, my beloved project group members and study buddie (slacktime/playime buddies too). I believe 10 years down the road, you will really become what you want to be.
For now, we have to part ways (sadly enough). Guys gotta do their mandatory NS (there goes all my guy friends) n girls gotta continue their studies or work, albeit overseas or in local unis or local private unis (bye my good friends all going to different places from me 😢😭). It's gonna be me, alone with myself, and looking forward to the new peeps i gonna meet in future!
I won't forget all of you! We will stay in touch and meet up soon~ As usual, the future may be uncertain but as long as there's a will, there will be a way!~
Miss you all peeps from NP!
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
graduation day?
Graduation ceremony is coming soon!! On 22 may!~
I think graduation day would be funny. My 3 rumoured boyfriends along with the respective batches of friends who created the rumours will be there~ HAHAHA It's still quite funny why they like to create rumours for me. N yes i will conveniently avoid these ppl aft the rumours =.= and they will too~
Graduation day is gonna be a blast still!! Looking forward to it!
P.S. so many of the ppl i know have graduated with a diploma with merit. Zai max! Grats n i spent about 1 hour to get over my shock, disappointment in myself, n how bloody smart they are even if they never claimed it. 1 hr is really a lot since i dun stay feeling bad for long. Oh n along with the 2 other ppl i know that got the lee kuan yew award, grats! All of you freaking smart asses who in a way had done MF proud~
I think graduation day would be funny. My 3 rumoured boyfriends along with the respective batches of friends who created the rumours will be there~ HAHAHA It's still quite funny why they like to create rumours for me. N yes i will conveniently avoid these ppl aft the rumours =.= and they will too~
Graduation day is gonna be a blast still!! Looking forward to it!
P.S. so many of the ppl i know have graduated with a diploma with merit. Zai max! Grats n i spent about 1 hour to get over my shock, disappointment in myself, n how bloody smart they are even if they never claimed it. 1 hr is really a lot since i dun stay feeling bad for long. Oh n along with the 2 other ppl i know that got the lee kuan yew award, grats! All of you freaking smart asses who in a way had done MF proud~
Sunday, April 1, 2012
love?
I have been reading people's emotions from their eyes. I finally realised that true love is not a fictional thing; it does exists. But just that it may not always be the sweetest ever thing everyday.
I have seen the love that my father has for my mother in his eyes, when he was departing alone for a company trip for a week. He had touched my mother's face and bid his goodbyes.
I had also seen the same expression in my uncle's eyes when he landed back in Singapore from Shanghai. He had kissed his wife on her lips when he saw her.
I saw that same emotion again in my colleagues eyes when a bunch of us went out for dinner on Friday, together with his wife. The way he looked at her when we were silent was that like she was the best thing that ever happened to him.
I had thought that this kind of things only existed in the fairy tale romance novels that i read. But the more roughed up version still does exist in our everyday lives. I hope I don't sound like a jealous creature, because i am definitely not. This kind of true love really makes those infatuation teenagers go through like some totally insignificant thingy.
I swear i am going to find a man who looks at me in that same manner!! But for now, back to my romance novels ^^
I have seen the love that my father has for my mother in his eyes, when he was departing alone for a company trip for a week. He had touched my mother's face and bid his goodbyes.
I had also seen the same expression in my uncle's eyes when he landed back in Singapore from Shanghai. He had kissed his wife on her lips when he saw her.
I saw that same emotion again in my colleagues eyes when a bunch of us went out for dinner on Friday, together with his wife. The way he looked at her when we were silent was that like she was the best thing that ever happened to him.
I had thought that this kind of things only existed in the fairy tale romance novels that i read. But the more roughed up version still does exist in our everyday lives. I hope I don't sound like a jealous creature, because i am definitely not. This kind of true love really makes those infatuation teenagers go through like some totally insignificant thingy.
I swear i am going to find a man who looks at me in that same manner!! But for now, back to my romance novels ^^
Monday, February 20, 2012
RIP my grandma
My grandmother passed away at around 3pm today. She lived to a ripe old age of 80 and died from pancreatic cancer that spread through her whole body.
She was the one who brought me up through my 19+ years of life. She battled through many illnesses in her life, and dearly loved her grandchildren. Her health had took a downturn after my grandfather's death, but she stayed strong for 5 years after he left us.
This departure of my closest family member will always sadden me. How i wish it was just a false alarm, but i know i need to get back to reality. She had taught me so many things; and she will remain as my role model who i will look up to. I regret not spending even more time with her. I wished that she will still be here when i have my own family, but this wish will never be fulfilled.
I will be strong. RIP my beloved grandma.
Thanks for all my friends who stood by me n who expressed their condolences. Now I will standby my family members and help them tide through this. I will be fine.
She was the one who brought me up through my 19+ years of life. She battled through many illnesses in her life, and dearly loved her grandchildren. Her health had took a downturn after my grandfather's death, but she stayed strong for 5 years after he left us.
This departure of my closest family member will always sadden me. How i wish it was just a false alarm, but i know i need to get back to reality. She had taught me so many things; and she will remain as my role model who i will look up to. I regret not spending even more time with her. I wished that she will still be here when i have my own family, but this wish will never be fulfilled.
I will be strong. RIP my beloved grandma.
Thanks for all my friends who stood by me n who expressed their condolences. Now I will standby my family members and help them tide through this. I will be fine.
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