Don't understand why some people just can't go straight to the point sometimes. That never fails to make me lose trust in a person. Yes i'm slower than most and always take a longer time to get the intended meaning of one, and thats why i hate it when people expect me to guess what is it you're hinting at.
I have had too many bad experiences where i believe too easily and end up getting cheated (well monetarily not my poor heart that suffers). So i always get my guard waaay high up. Once bitten twice shy, and i'm never the kind to get cheated in a similar way twice. I'm gullible, not stupid.
To those people whom i barely know: stop trying to persuade me into certain things. I know i'm nice but that's not the way you should be going about doing things. Don't make me guess your ulterior motive. Perhaps if you downright laid the facts proper i could have trusted you. Well, i shall do what i do best and start avoiding and ignoring.
I always try my best to continue a conversation, and it's a feat for me to carry it on or even initiate one. I ain't genuinely interested in many things and i always take so much effort to try to converse properly. (I kinda sound autistic but i'm not and it's a totally different topic here) I admit i'm sorry if i ever ignored anyone accidentally. It's bloody hell because of people trying to sell something or promote something which is why i tend not to trust people. I'm a bit old to be worrying about kidnappers, but i still do have thoughts of being abducted. And because i know that i can't handle certain matters in person as well as i can behind a computer or a phone, which is why i reject (sometimes not so nicely) people whom i hardly know who ask me to meetup.
My trust doesn't come that easily, especially in sweet talking dudes who approach me to buy some stupid insurance or whatnot. I have enough of those nonsense, all the insurance, MLM and business partners talk. It's not for a student like me. Don't make me become the bane of sales promoters; the one who doesn't listen, who's rude and totally irritated with that permanent scowl on the face.
Same goes to the weird ladies who are trying to pull me into going to your church. I don't have anything against christainity but you don't need to actively try to make me a christian. Please have some respect for other religions even when i don't have one. Well, at least i handle these weird ladies better than those honey spitting salesmen.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Ear Piercing
So i got a pair of earrings for my birthday. Now my mum is like asking me to go pierce my ears kind of ASAP. But i need more time to get mentally prepared >.<
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Books vs Dramas
This is pretty much a senseless and useless post. Just coz it's 4am and idk why i'm still not sleeping.
But it's about preferences~ getting so addicted to reading books now. But after i finish this book i think it'll be back to games n vids hehe.
But i always prefer reading books than watching dramas. And i have a higher tendency of not watching any dramas if its not on tv at a convenient timeslot. That explains why i end up watching the 9pm ch 8 dramas a lot more. Hahaha. Just coz its not too long and its at a time where i am eating my dinner keke.
Whereas i can always manage to sit through and read a whole book. So it's definitely not about short attention span hahaha. But the book as aforementioned is a fiction and not a textbook.
I always like my imagination way better than what is being portrayed in a drama set. Even though in my imagination, all the houses of all the diff books are kinda the same, just with some variations to the places i am familiar with. And imaginary characters are always more perfect than the real life ones. And thats part of the reason why movies that are adapted from books don't end up being nicer than the book itself, especially after reading it. That and the fact that the movies are forever cut, and end up waaaay to short than the book.
The thing about dramas is that you have to find videos to watch it, sit through it and wait for it to buffer and download. And there's bound to be some actor that kinda ruin the show when they don't portray the character as well. Life's much easier with a nice book in a comfy environment.
Variety shows are still better than dramas ^^ A pure good laugh~
N in 15 more minutes or so it will be officially 5am π±π± Tsk tsk at my ruined body clock. Just like how i finally manage to move away from my bed only at 3pm today...
But it's about preferences~ getting so addicted to reading books now. But after i finish this book i think it'll be back to games n vids hehe.
But i always prefer reading books than watching dramas. And i have a higher tendency of not watching any dramas if its not on tv at a convenient timeslot. That explains why i end up watching the 9pm ch 8 dramas a lot more. Hahaha. Just coz its not too long and its at a time where i am eating my dinner keke.
Whereas i can always manage to sit through and read a whole book. So it's definitely not about short attention span hahaha. But the book as aforementioned is a fiction and not a textbook.
I always like my imagination way better than what is being portrayed in a drama set. Even though in my imagination, all the houses of all the diff books are kinda the same, just with some variations to the places i am familiar with. And imaginary characters are always more perfect than the real life ones. And thats part of the reason why movies that are adapted from books don't end up being nicer than the book itself, especially after reading it. That and the fact that the movies are forever cut, and end up waaaay to short than the book.
The thing about dramas is that you have to find videos to watch it, sit through it and wait for it to buffer and download. And there's bound to be some actor that kinda ruin the show when they don't portray the character as well. Life's much easier with a nice book in a comfy environment.
Variety shows are still better than dramas ^^ A pure good laugh~
N in 15 more minutes or so it will be officially 5am π±π± Tsk tsk at my ruined body clock. Just like how i finally manage to move away from my bed only at 3pm today...
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Deleted my post on Hwayoung's controversy
Just because the facts that i wrote about ain't true at all. So no point keeping it. Anyway, CCM is still a lousy company and KKS the ceo sucks. The T-ara members, including hwayoung are the most innocent yet they are receiving so much hate from the anti fans. I don't stand on T-ara or hwayoung's side, but 1 thing for sure, I definitely don't stand on KKS side for all his bullshit talks.
But i still express my hate to all the bullies out there π‘π‘π‘ i dun care whether u are doing physical, mental or cyber bullies. Bullies are really hateful beings!
Though i do know there is always a reason behind everything. And sometimes you just can't help it.
Oh this reminds me that i should do my favourite quotes column on the side of this bloggie ^^
But i still express my hate to all the bullies out there π‘π‘π‘ i dun care whether u are doing physical, mental or cyber bullies. Bullies are really hateful beings!
Though i do know there is always a reason behind everything. And sometimes you just can't help it.
Oh this reminds me that i should do my favourite quotes column on the side of this bloggie ^^
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Bullying
Too much going on in my head nowadays. Especially after all the T-ara hoo-ha.
Well what exactly is bullying? Most know it comes in forms other than physical, as there's mental bullying involved also. And then again, everyone's definition of bullying might differ. Ultimately, the biggest bully may just be you yourself.
Just like how everyone's threshold of pain differs, the extent of mental bullying is a particularly vague issue to approach. Some may think that calling names is bullying, while others might think that its still a relatively acceptable behaviour. Some people may not like to mingle with crowds an prefer to be a social outcast, while others may view being outcasted a terrible form of emotional bullying. Whatever it is, the line is very undefined.
A person can get bullied by his classmates at age 5, and can still be bullied at his workplace at age 55. The only thing different is how one views it; and that's the very thing that is keeping you from suffering from depression. You possibly have gotten used to it and become immune to it, or perhaps you have learned how to stand up for yourself against your bullies. Good, cause it shows you have matured.
One can never rid themselves of bullies. There's so many forms of bullies, gang bullies, corporate bullies, government bullies, or even a collective society of harmless people that upon certain circumstances become bullies themselves unintentionally. This pretty much shows how life is never a bed of roses, since those menacing thorns are always threatening to make nasty wounds and scars onto you.
And this, is not called "what goes around, comes around", even if the bullying cycle does repeat in this manner. Anyways, a life of no bullies will never exist, just the same way as how the world will never be rid of people labelled as "bad".
Well, kpop might not be as perfect as it seems, and this T-ara issue might uncover the deepest and darkest side, both of idols and management companies. Word of advice to any company, do not ever mistreat your staff, and never ever try to lie through your teeth. Honesty has always been highly valued in any society, and people would always be quick to criticise the bad, no matter what the reason is. CCM definitely have management issues and character issues, T-jinyo is an anti-bullying fandom set to bully T-ara. Contradicting as it sounds, but still true.
Well what exactly is bullying? Most know it comes in forms other than physical, as there's mental bullying involved also. And then again, everyone's definition of bullying might differ. Ultimately, the biggest bully may just be you yourself.
Just like how everyone's threshold of pain differs, the extent of mental bullying is a particularly vague issue to approach. Some may think that calling names is bullying, while others might think that its still a relatively acceptable behaviour. Some people may not like to mingle with crowds an prefer to be a social outcast, while others may view being outcasted a terrible form of emotional bullying. Whatever it is, the line is very undefined.
A person can get bullied by his classmates at age 5, and can still be bullied at his workplace at age 55. The only thing different is how one views it; and that's the very thing that is keeping you from suffering from depression. You possibly have gotten used to it and become immune to it, or perhaps you have learned how to stand up for yourself against your bullies. Good, cause it shows you have matured.
One can never rid themselves of bullies. There's so many forms of bullies, gang bullies, corporate bullies, government bullies, or even a collective society of harmless people that upon certain circumstances become bullies themselves unintentionally. This pretty much shows how life is never a bed of roses, since those menacing thorns are always threatening to make nasty wounds and scars onto you.
And this, is not called "what goes around, comes around", even if the bullying cycle does repeat in this manner. Anyways, a life of no bullies will never exist, just the same way as how the world will never be rid of people labelled as "bad".
Well, kpop might not be as perfect as it seems, and this T-ara issue might uncover the deepest and darkest side, both of idols and management companies. Word of advice to any company, do not ever mistreat your staff, and never ever try to lie through your teeth. Honesty has always been highly valued in any society, and people would always be quick to criticise the bad, no matter what the reason is. CCM definitely have management issues and character issues, T-jinyo is an anti-bullying fandom set to bully T-ara. Contradicting as it sounds, but still true.
Thursday, July 26, 2012
badddd lifestyle
Its officially the holidays, and i am not doing anything other than rotting at home. Pretty much explains my daily routine too.
I wake up after 12 (envious rite!), rummage for whatever food i can find (or just dabao), sit in front of the com n watch video, then start playing maple at around 3+. Then prepare dinner, watch tv, n cont playing maple until 3 or 4 am. Freaking bad lifestyle and screwed up body clock. Bad for my eyes and my neck n shoulders too.
I seriously have no life. Friends i want to meet are overseas/busy n obviously i dun feel like finding a job at all. Oh well maybe i should just find some temp job... To prevent being nagged at. HAIS. How can i be such a slacking anti social?
GAH i really need to go out. For the sake of my future LOLOLOLOLOL
I wake up after 12 (envious rite!), rummage for whatever food i can find (or just dabao), sit in front of the com n watch video, then start playing maple at around 3+. Then prepare dinner, watch tv, n cont playing maple until 3 or 4 am. Freaking bad lifestyle and screwed up body clock. Bad for my eyes and my neck n shoulders too.
I seriously have no life. Friends i want to meet are overseas/busy n obviously i dun feel like finding a job at all. Oh well maybe i should just find some temp job... To prevent being nagged at. HAIS. How can i be such a slacking anti social?
GAH i really need to go out. For the sake of my future LOLOLOLOLOL
Sunday, July 22, 2012
girls vs boys
Ushered a boys school today for NDP. And it made me think about the differences between boys sch n girls sch.
So when i ushered the girls last year, they were more clingy and kept asking me questions all throughout the whole bus journey. The boys i ushered this year played amongst themselves on the mrt ride, preoccupying themselves with diff ways to use the things in the funpack, n of course none of them initiated a convo with me.
Such interesting differences for p5 kids huh. Hahaha. The characteristics of boys and girls are already so imminent at the age of 11. But i really preferred hanging out with the boys even though i spent most of my time stoning, than hanging out with the girls coz i have to keep thinking up of answers to their endless questions.
Ok i'm weird. But i'm still awesome! ^^ Ok that was random.
Oh well i enjoyed myself today. And lotsa self reflection for this learning journey~
And hi to cai er who landed in switzerland today. So shiok rite!!!! Poor me stuck in this lil island while i watch my friends all going to different parts of the world to study. HAIS.
So when i ushered the girls last year, they were more clingy and kept asking me questions all throughout the whole bus journey. The boys i ushered this year played amongst themselves on the mrt ride, preoccupying themselves with diff ways to use the things in the funpack, n of course none of them initiated a convo with me.
Such interesting differences for p5 kids huh. Hahaha. The characteristics of boys and girls are already so imminent at the age of 11. But i really preferred hanging out with the boys even though i spent most of my time stoning, than hanging out with the girls coz i have to keep thinking up of answers to their endless questions.
Ok i'm weird. But i'm still awesome! ^^ Ok that was random.
Oh well i enjoyed myself today. And lotsa self reflection for this learning journey~
And hi to cai er who landed in switzerland today. So shiok rite!!!! Poor me stuck in this lil island while i watch my friends all going to different parts of the world to study. HAIS.
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