love?

I have been reading people's emotions from their eyes. I finally realised that true love is not a fictional thing; it does exists. But just that it may not always be the sweetest ever thing everyday.

I have seen the love that my father has for my mother in his eyes, when he was departing alone for a company trip for a week. He had touched my mother's face and bid his goodbyes.
I had also seen the same expression in my uncle's eyes when he landed back in Singapore from Shanghai. He had kissed his wife on her lips when he saw her.
I saw that same emotion again in my colleagues eyes when a bunch of us went out for dinner on Friday, together with his wife. The way he looked at her when we were silent was that like she was the best thing that ever happened to him.

I had thought that this kind of things only existed in the fairy tale romance novels that i read. But the more roughed up version still does exist in our everyday lives. I hope I don't sound like a jealous creature, because i am definitely not. This kind of true love really makes those infatuation teenagers go through like some totally insignificant thingy.

I swear i am going to find a man who looks at me in that same manner!! But for now, back to my romance novels ^^

RIP my grandma

My grandmother passed away at around 3pm today. She lived to a ripe old age of 80 and died from pancreatic cancer that spread through her whole body.

She was the one who brought me up through my 19+ years of life. She battled through many illnesses in her life, and dearly loved her grandchildren. Her health had took a downturn after my grandfather's death, but she stayed strong for 5 years after he left us.

This departure of my closest family member will always sadden me. How i wish it was just a false alarm, but i know i need to get back to reality. She had taught me so many things; and she will remain as my role model who i will look up to. I regret not spending even more time with her. I wished that she will still be here when i have my own family, but this wish will never be fulfilled.

I will be strong. RIP my beloved grandma.

Thanks for all my friends who stood by me n who expressed their condolences. Now I will standby my family members and help them tide through this. I will be fine.

Post Created Dec 29, 2011 10:23:34 PM

I have a boyfriend. Just tht he's very shy n only appears in my dreams. But i have yet to see what he looks like.

HAHAHA #joke

Post Created Nov 6, 2011 11:40:31 AM

I have been lonely the previous sem. I'm better now ^^ i guess thats why 2ne1's lonely stopped getting stuck in my head n i have lesser emo thoughts. I'm back to the old me!!!

Internship is still quite fun. Somehow i'm closer to my collegues than to my other NP interns. Maybe coz i went to client's place w yang zhen ^^

I alr received my interim evaluation. I know wad i'm lousy at. Particularly bad at communication. I feel i somewhat speak like a pai. N i like to talk loudly. Who to blame =.= Blame all the frens who impacted me too much? Hahahahaha. Nah i just dun have a strong character. Damn why didnt i pick up my frens good traits rather than the bad ones. I'm an easily influenced kinda girl :x

I gotta rmb i got 60/80 for interim! I love the part about my efficiency. Hehehehe. YAY

Post Created Aug 20, 2011 2:55:10 AM

I feel like i have missed out on a lot of fun in life. In this (almost) 19 years of my life, i still have lots i want to do but i havent done before. Theres so many things that i should spend my teenage years doing but i just dun seem to have anybody to go with me.

My birthday is coming. But before that is exams first. Anytime before exams = studying or homework. I guess we all dun have much life. I wanna parteh but i'm not really that kind of party girl rite? Haish. Limits because of my character...

I cant even properly list down what i want to do coz i know i dun have the time to do any...

Well for one i definitely need to get my driving license. Then i want to learn korean. But i also want to learn dancing... Conflicting minds and thoughts... N then theres another issue that i hope for but never for once has it been fulfilled...

dalmatian

I hope for dalmatian comeback!!! I think its sept :)

Well in the meantime, officially mssing you will suffice. ^^




I'm officially missing you~! :')

Missing my friends la! N dalmatian onstage :)

2ne1 ugly

Another super addicting song! :) i think this year is 2ne1 year!!