My manager is leaving :(

My manager has tendered... :'( 

WO HEN SAD. Noone go home with me liaoz. Noone pei me OT and then cab home together liaoz. Noone will be pressing me endlessly for my outstanding work liaoz. Noone to talk cock and tell me about Mayday liaoz. Hen sad ahhh. 

This one short year of working with her, and we managed to hit off really well. Not sad is fake de :( Is my dept going to kua now that another manager who delivers work is gone? Meh all I can predict is life is going to be hard HAHAHAHA. 

What to do. Suck thumb, accept fate, miss the past, but still move on. Life is like that. Andddddd this kaypo queen cannot go around blasting latest news yet coz its not yet announced leh. Haish. But then again when August nears, this loudmouth of mine will definitely open. HAHAHAHA. 

Less than 2 months left with my manager around. I think I better start accomplishing some big things soon. ie signing up for my SQP. 

But procrastinators love to procrastinate and there is no stopping me from procrastinating. And procrastination just so happens to result in the lack of time to complete important tasks on hand, and then everything is just going to keep rolling over and become a snowball. Good luck to me and thanks eberehbody. 

And now whats left of my to-do list for the year? 

1) get a boyfriend

2) get started on SQP

3) do my work properly

4) learn as much as possible

WOW seems like I can't really tick off anything huh. Can I just focus on the first item and not do anything about the rest? I wishhhhhh. 

NDP!

Its just after the first day of NDP, and I am already having withdrawal symptoms... Only CR3 has passed and I already miss running up and down the stands, darting through the crowds, screaming :x at people to move in. And this year my extra special role: being a leader and giving everyone I know and not know encouragement. I really like this duty. I thought I had forgotten all about ushering, but the moment I'm in there, my mind goes into over-run. I am stubborn, unstoppable, carefree, and fun-loving. All at the same time. And of course image-less HAHAHAA. But this time it is especially fulfilling since I can take part in the planning, make decisions,  not be constrained to my duty areas, and so much more. I felt so proud when my volunteers are doing the job correctly; ushering and guiding people where to go. I felt so proud of myself when I could handle the queries of the public, sometimes soft sometimes hard, and thanking them so profusely when they decide to move in. This kind of fulfilment, I haven't had in such a long time. 

Anddddd I have a crush now <3 I thought I was on the rink of becoming devoid of emotions, as there was noone whom i fancied. But this guy, I have no idea what was it that attracted me, but there I am, wishing that he will text~ He was super damn formal initially. All those exchanges were full of cheem words and formal greetings. But now we are better, less formal and more jokes. I miss disturbing him sia. I think he's one of the reasons I look forward to NDP too~ :x

I. Need. To. Travel.

GAHHHHH why have I been stuck in Sg for so long. I wanna flyyyyyy. Jet off to somewhere and explore new places. 

Travel plans in the mext half of the year are all not confirmed yet haish. What if i really end up being stuck here for an entire year... I will cry T_T

Then again life is going to get so so busy if SQP starts in sept... HAISHHHHH. I keep regretting the decision to further my studies. I have absolutely zero discipline when it comes to forcing myself to study. How now brown cow? MEHHHHH

One day of fame

So my tweet about the passenger whose leg got stuck at boon keng suddenly became so famous. It got featured in Straits Times... http://www.straitstimes.com/news/singapore/transport/story/train-service-north-east-line-delayed-thursday-morning-20150514 

And i received a fb message from wanbao asking for an interview about the incident... 

And there were more request for interviews popping out on fb messenger, from Straits Times and New paper... 

SO COOL RIGHT! one day of fame HAHAHAHA. Yeah my whole team knows about my incident coz I was telling them. The whole time the incident happened I was giving live updates to the purple line peeps. 

Such an eventful day today. Glad that the woman is fine and safely rescued~ 

Full story: i was on the train as usual, then at boon keng i heard some shouts. At first i just thought it was some lunatic or someone was playing. Then the doors closed and opened again. An indian guy at my door rushed out for idk what reason, and thats when i knew something was wrong. Then came the mrt announcements that the train will be delayed due to a pax requiring assistance. My mum told me someone's leg was stuck. She had cleverly eliminated all other possibilities, because of the time factor and the screams and all. Then came the announcement that the train will terminate there, and everyone alighted from the train. The lady whose leg was stuck was just 2 doors away from where i was standing but i couldnt see anything. Platform was crowded, lots of commotion here and there, then the medic came, followed by people in helmets (whom i later realised was scdf). I stood at the opposite platform, away from the thick of the crowd. Then the scdf started dispersing the crowd, telling people no pictures, then a while later they pushed the indian lady in the stretcher past me and my mum. And when she was passing by, she looked super apolegetic, saying "sorry ah i caused you all to be late. Because I got stuck". She was already on the brink of tears. But glad that she was still fine and conscious. Hopefully no major injuries. 

Yeap thats what happened. The train door fault and the squeezing of train later are just minor occurences. Scdf was fast, and the lady rescued in a few minutes. I wasnt even that late for work, like only half hour plus or so. 

As for the interview, i only replied to the straits times. The rest i feel bad for blue ticking but i am soooooo lazy to retype out everything that happened fot the nth time. So too bad. 

And here's another article from idk where: 

I have a new name again! HAHAHAHAHA. 

Now lets wait for tmr's straits times to be out maybe i might be famous n then we can laminate and frame up the article HAHAHA. 

And behold the almighty tweet that pushed me to fame... 

KUAMMMMM <3

THANKS KUAM LINGLIN <3 

Somehow we became really fast friends. Maybe coz I was once from NP and she is still studying there now. But I made a good friend through an online game. Like seriously WOW. I thought I had qualms about who I meet online. But somehow I now suddenly have a whole bunch of friends from online who are my real life friends now. 

I should thank Lumi for making me meet Kuam. And somehow along the way I had put down all my insecurities, and attempted to bare my heart to people whom I know. Thanks Kuam for helping me make the first step to reach out to people whom I care about. Thanks for encouraging me to share more about myself. And showing me that life is not all glitz and glamour; sometimes unglams are the way to go to make someone's day. 

Listening to your stories are never a burden. It's pure entertainment and it is always so funny. I know I always feel the need to advise. I still like to advise you even if you don't ever listen to me. Coz that's what I like best which is to analyze things HAHAHA. 

I had really learnt a lot of things about myself. The short less than 1 year journey with this friend has been a really good one. Thanks loads <3

And hey the ones who read my blog; you are seeing an intimate side of me whom I never show to others. Like never with my real long term friends. All the better coz my real friends from school always teases me so it's better for them not to know HAHAHA. Andddd there's too much gossip here... 

Graduation!

My mum was damn joke put me in between the couple on purpose. Gee and Alvin~ 

Zhihao. HANDSOME RIGHT. My mum say he look like Elvin Ng. HAHAHA. Eh my crush sia :x Ok maybe not exactly a crush but like my ideal bf type HAHA. He is attached I think? 

WITH SCHOLAR ESMOND. And Zhihao just happens to know him. Ohwells lunch dates next week! So I get to see them again~ 

Specially went down to my grandparent's house to take photo with them <3 THEY SO CUTEEE. My ahma still specially wore her nice nice cheongsam to take photo with me. HEHE 

A single INTJ

Saw this article on thought catalog, "why you're single based on the Myers-Briggs personality test". I am an INTJ who follows her head more than her heart, who loves to over-analyse every person she meets, keeps to herself so much and doesn't wear her heart on her sleeve. This is me. And here's why I am still single. 

I find this so damn funny but so true at the same time. I swear if there is such a guy out there who perseveres so much to break down my iron wall, who really chases me till the end of the world, I think  I will really end up with him. HAHAHA. But then it's soooo not easy for a guy to even start following me around. Coz if I find you an eyesore and not worth my time, sorry but you will end up being at the bottom-most of my list. 

I think I have a list of traits in the kind of guys I abhor. And I think this list practically applies to all the guys... This doesn't spell very well huh. HAHAHAHAHA. 

The elites gathering a few weeks back have made me realise the type of people i dislike. And no I have never been one to try to hide what I need to say, nor will I attempt to phrase it so nicely in a non-hurtful way. But no worries if it's just a one-off kinda thing, then no grudges are formed. 

Elites gathering, a lot of guys. And i dislike people who are 不自动. I literally screamed at the guys "前面的， 空手哦。不会帮忙一下啊！”  I swear I am really so fierce. HAHAHAHA. I DON'T EVEN KNOW THEM LIKE VERY VERY WELL. But it's true what the few stragglers behind all got so many things to take. Then you strong guys totally empty handed for bbq. WHAT IS THIS. Sorry la this 大姐 is so naggy and troublesome. 

Then the bbq. I am glad that Joseph at least help me set up the fire. Then I watched and learn a little, so I managed to set up my own fire as well. I already had the mental preparation that everyone confirm don't know anything one la. So it's fine. Kids mah what to do. Then Jos left to paktor and I was left alone watching the fire. But nevermind I kindly ensured you guys were kind of fed. And you all ate up the food I cooked. Thanks for supporting even though almost everything was either chaoda or undercooked. HAHAHAHA. 

But wah seriously I cannot tank Kenneth's attitude. Don't know how do nevermind. Don't even bother learning. Or trying to lessen my burden. Never even try to cook, still keep on pestering me whether is the food done. Seriously treat me like a maid har. But ohwells everyone has their purpose in life and his is to bond people together. 0.o Already know he is a spoilt brat so nevermind. 

But Laffy really cute la. He keep on saying sorry to me. And telling me 辛苦你了。And then thanking me, and saying 如果沒有你我們都不知道要做什麼。So funny lor. HAHAHAA. He really like a small kid sia. 

And hey guys even if you all really didn't do anything much, I am glad you all at least showed your appreciation. I didn't mean to be fierce la. But next time don't expect all the girls to know what to do hor. I am exception. I know how to do so many things by myself. Why oh why did my dad train me to be so independent... So independent that I don't even have a chance to try to rely on a man. SO TERRIBLE. 

Yah other than 不自動 guys, I hate NATO guys. No action talk only. LIKE JUSTIN. Seriously these kinda guys drive me up the wall from their endless chattering of no importance. Then giving mouth power never even offer to help at all. Reminds me of the poly class chalet. If you are not going to help, then please at least acknowledge me and my efforts. 

So tell me, doesn't this 2 major traits of people I dislike, already make up almost all the single guys I know. HAISH. What is this world becoming. When is my chivalrous and manly man coming. HAHAHAHA. But then again I am a contradicting person. I don't have anything to talk to the matured guys. 

I still don't wanna grow up and am a very blurr sotong in so many ways. Can I just get a guy who will protect me and accompany me? But I think this is really hard. Coz I have a slight gut feeling that my boyfriend is going to be someone who is younger than me by 2 years... So I guess it's going to be back to me protecting him. 

SIGH WHY AM I JUST NOT BORN LATER.