NDP actual day! (Delayed post)

As part of my wonderful NDP15 memories, here's the "heartfelt" message that I forced out from Benji~ 

Hahahas tSK tsk ☝☝u ahhhH~ 

Hmms , I will.say , u guys have given lots of encouragement and efforts was taken to bond the group together. There were so many of us with different mindsets , gearing us towards a common goal is nt easy especially with all the different issues every week. You guys handled it to the best of your abilities.

The effort to take time to buy sweets and having a barrier free relationship , random chats and playing around is also wat makes the entire deployment more fun. Ultimately , all the words above will never be able to sum up the entire journey . In the near future wen u recall back  , it will be all the little things we do and been through together as a team that will set u tinking again..

Coz his message was like a one-liner in terrible handwriting, so I just had to do such things to force it out from him. I am always damn evil HAHAHA. But seriously everyone put in at least a little bit more effort than him lor! 

Definitely Sharon's idea for making them do letters. So glad that they got the heart also! But like before lunch already know they preparing things la. So we leaders just kept ourselves occupied with K-sessions and blissfully pretend we dont know anything~ 

But as a normal general volunteer I never even bother preparing anything for my leaders so its really different this year! 

Survived on 3 and a half hour of sleep before NDP, and surprisingly somehow i'm still going strong! Haven't felt really tired yet, still can jump around and dance and zi-high during dispersal and after party~ Totally WOW-ed that I am still alive sia! 

Dilemma?

Ok I think I still like him. Want to talk to him but dunno what to apps him about. And coz weekdays are like busy days so both he n me got no time to reply properly...

But actually does it really matter whether or not I still like him? NAHHH it doesnt matter. Unless I act on it or he does something. Which is now neither of the above. So it won't make a difference. 

Dammit but I really want to talk to him haish. My whole monday was unproductive coz i kept thinking about him. Or at least my entire working hours were spent thinking about him and all the things we did on sunday, then my non-working hours (aka OT) was spent chionging the deadline. HAHAHAHA. Such terrible work productivity levels. 

And since he doesn't really apps me, so i think this is all a one-sided kinda thing riteeee. Meh thats sad. I really like him but I know this will never last. HAHAHA. K lor one step at a time~ 

❤️ 

On a side random note, I think I'm falling sick soon... So coldddddd D: and sleepy....... 

NDP15 - NE2

I didnt give new updates on my crush hor. Well, i stopped crushing on him already. So it took me like less than 1 week for my crush to end?! HAHAHAHA. I am so hopeless. My emotions really got switch can turn on and off. 

But still he is around during NDP. And he is damn nice to disturb. AHAHAHA. Can just shoot and laugh at him for his height deficiencies (stunt growth). And his skinny jeans so he kept kneeling to me because he can't sit properly. And him wanting an XS NDP shirt while here I am still wearing an M shirt. Well he still is a fun person but i really just treat him as a normal friend and go crazehhh. 

Hope that next time NG3 can still meet up!~ coz all of them are fun people who are a bit of crazy (under influence of yours truly) All 14 of them are super nice people who stick with me. Those who have never got deployed to schools, when I ask them whether they want to go schools, they were all like both also can coz our group quite fun. SO TOUCHED RIGHT. Really love die them sia <3 

3 more shows to go! Then it will be farewell until fate brings us together or something :') the thought that its all going to end soon... T_T 

My all time favourite photo of half the peeps so far. Because of the high level of photobomb of Jamie, Muighern and Raymond plus their group de volunteers. HAHAHAA. Shows how fun we as a sector can be~ They just photobomb us so peacefully and nonchalently. Yesterday was just so damn funnnnn! 

My manager is leaving :(

My manager has tendered... :'( 

WO HEN SAD. Noone go home with me liaoz. Noone pei me OT and then cab home together liaoz. Noone will be pressing me endlessly for my outstanding work liaoz. Noone to talk cock and tell me about Mayday liaoz. Hen sad ahhh. 

This one short year of working with her, and we managed to hit off really well. Not sad is fake de :( Is my dept going to kua now that another manager who delivers work is gone? Meh all I can predict is life is going to be hard HAHAHAHA. 

What to do. Suck thumb, accept fate, miss the past, but still move on. Life is like that. Andddddd this kaypo queen cannot go around blasting latest news yet coz its not yet announced leh. Haish. But then again when August nears, this loudmouth of mine will definitely open. HAHAHAHA. 

Less than 2 months left with my manager around. I think I better start accomplishing some big things soon. ie signing up for my SQP. 

But procrastinators love to procrastinate and there is no stopping me from procrastinating. And procrastination just so happens to result in the lack of time to complete important tasks on hand, and then everything is just going to keep rolling over and become a snowball. Good luck to me and thanks eberehbody. 

And now whats left of my to-do list for the year? 

1) get a boyfriend

2) get started on SQP

3) do my work properly

4) learn as much as possible

WOW seems like I can't really tick off anything huh. Can I just focus on the first item and not do anything about the rest? I wishhhhhh. 

NDP!

Its just after the first day of NDP, and I am already having withdrawal symptoms... Only CR3 has passed and I already miss running up and down the stands, darting through the crowds, screaming :x at people to move in. And this year my extra special role: being a leader and giving everyone I know and not know encouragement. I really like this duty. I thought I had forgotten all about ushering, but the moment I'm in there, my mind goes into over-run. I am stubborn, unstoppable, carefree, and fun-loving. All at the same time. And of course image-less HAHAHAA. But this time it is especially fulfilling since I can take part in the planning, make decisions,  not be constrained to my duty areas, and so much more. I felt so proud when my volunteers are doing the job correctly; ushering and guiding people where to go. I felt so proud of myself when I could handle the queries of the public, sometimes soft sometimes hard, and thanking them so profusely when they decide to move in. This kind of fulfilment, I haven't had in such a long time. 

Anddddd I have a crush now <3 I thought I was on the rink of becoming devoid of emotions, as there was noone whom i fancied. But this guy, I have no idea what was it that attracted me, but there I am, wishing that he will text~ He was super damn formal initially. All those exchanges were full of cheem words and formal greetings. But now we are better, less formal and more jokes. I miss disturbing him sia. I think he's one of the reasons I look forward to NDP too~ :x

I. Need. To. Travel.

GAHHHHH why have I been stuck in Sg for so long. I wanna flyyyyyy. Jet off to somewhere and explore new places. 

Travel plans in the mext half of the year are all not confirmed yet haish. What if i really end up being stuck here for an entire year... I will cry T_T

Then again life is going to get so so busy if SQP starts in sept... HAISHHHHH. I keep regretting the decision to further my studies. I have absolutely zero discipline when it comes to forcing myself to study. How now brown cow? MEHHHHH

One day of fame

So my tweet about the passenger whose leg got stuck at boon keng suddenly became so famous. It got featured in Straits Times... http://www.straitstimes.com/news/singapore/transport/story/train-service-north-east-line-delayed-thursday-morning-20150514 

And i received a fb message from wanbao asking for an interview about the incident... 

And there were more request for interviews popping out on fb messenger, from Straits Times and New paper... 

SO COOL RIGHT! one day of fame HAHAHAHA. Yeah my whole team knows about my incident coz I was telling them. The whole time the incident happened I was giving live updates to the purple line peeps. 

Such an eventful day today. Glad that the woman is fine and safely rescued~ 

Full story: i was on the train as usual, then at boon keng i heard some shouts. At first i just thought it was some lunatic or someone was playing. Then the doors closed and opened again. An indian guy at my door rushed out for idk what reason, and thats when i knew something was wrong. Then came the mrt announcements that the train will be delayed due to a pax requiring assistance. My mum told me someone's leg was stuck. She had cleverly eliminated all other possibilities, because of the time factor and the screams and all. Then came the announcement that the train will terminate there, and everyone alighted from the train. The lady whose leg was stuck was just 2 doors away from where i was standing but i couldnt see anything. Platform was crowded, lots of commotion here and there, then the medic came, followed by people in helmets (whom i later realised was scdf). I stood at the opposite platform, away from the thick of the crowd. Then the scdf started dispersing the crowd, telling people no pictures, then a while later they pushed the indian lady in the stretcher past me and my mum. And when she was passing by, she looked super apolegetic, saying "sorry ah i caused you all to be late. Because I got stuck". She was already on the brink of tears. But glad that she was still fine and conscious. Hopefully no major injuries. 

Yeap thats what happened. The train door fault and the squeezing of train later are just minor occurences. Scdf was fast, and the lady rescued in a few minutes. I wasnt even that late for work, like only half hour plus or so. 

As for the interview, i only replied to the straits times. The rest i feel bad for blue ticking but i am soooooo lazy to retype out everything that happened fot the nth time. So too bad. 

And here's another article from idk where: 

I have a new name again! HAHAHAHAHA. 

Now lets wait for tmr's straits times to be out maybe i might be famous n then we can laminate and frame up the article HAHAHA. 

And behold the almighty tweet that pushed me to fame...